ever.

today i realized that i had made God far to small.

once again.

i had put him under what i saw my far stretching, never ending
problems.
i had let them tear let holes on my insides
and make a home in my flesh
just another dull ache of regret
but
Christ in me hope of glory......?

He knows me

He knows the BIGGER picture and He isnt as small
as i have suggested with my
state.
of.
mind.

no matter how yuck i am
He sees what he created

bout time i see that
so i can walk in it , through it
and give a finger to the
crap crap crappy
crap
that sin wants to infest in my blood

no thank you,

Christ's blood has washed me clean.