how about maybe

i think that

tears are really

just your heart

trying to escape

out your eyes

i fell like i have worked hard today

finally its the end of the day and i can stop

i would like to reward myself with a cold beer

but then i realize.

this work doesnt pay.






well i hope i dont sound too ungrateful
....

father

i stumbled across this on facebook this morning. its a wee gem. my pa is the one in the middle.

he makes me proud

extreme note passing

There is absolutely no point in sitting down to write a book unless you feel that you must write that book, or else go mad, or die -Robertson Davies

today i think i would rather go to Europe, or New York, or even just a movie theater. Or even just somewhere where i dont have to face this Publication, these...issues. this pulling apart.

it goes even further. i dont want to have to face setting down my ideas. coming to a conclusion. coming to a middle ground. i dont want to have to think think think

but alas i must

get over myself.

today is a blue day

all things

are blue blue blue blue blue

"you know"

"no"

"when your super skinny friend wears your top, its just makes you feel shit"

"oh. no"

"oh thats right. you are skinny too"