some people i know

are hippies

some people i know

are rockstars

some people i know

are queens of drama

some people i know

are forgiving

and if i were i pineapple

i would cut myself into pieces

and give them all

my best parts

sometimes i like laying in the bed of a truck
and watching
the sky
go
go
go
trees
lines
lights
clouds

and the rest will follow

when i can be bothered ending

Edward Estlin Cummings

Humanity i love you
because you would rather black the boots of
success than enquire whose soul dangles from his
watch-chain which would be embarrassing for both

parties and because you
unflinchingly applaud all
songs containing the words country home and
mother when sung at the old howard

Humanity i love you because
when you're hard up you pawn your
intelligence to buy a drink and when
you're flush pride keeps

you from the pawn shops and
because you are continually committing
nuisances but more
especially in your own house

Humanity i love you because you
are perpetually putting the secret of
life in your pants and forgetting
it's there and sitting down

on it
and because you are
forever making poems

in the lap
of death Humanity

i hate you

A white guy in cornrows is basically saying to you, 'Hey, I don't know the difference between right and wrong.'

m.m

kid i think you got it bad

its official. i have become utterly

overwhelming

humiliatingly

socially retarded.



i came home from the 'Halloween party' got on skype with parents. almost weeped. who knows why. maybe it was myself grieving the fact that my friend making days are over.

or that my body is shutting down

which ever

remember

i before e except after c!

supposed to be

doing research etc for school

what AM i doing?

thinking about how i left my camera in A n L's room and how i want to get it

but this would require extra clothes.

i cant be bothered.

last night i had of those almost dreams
as i was about to enter the land of slumber

i was pondering..to buy a bike, to not buy a bike..and so on and so forth.

then i envisioned myself biking up the hill into the uni

and slowing the road became so steep. vertical in fact

then it started twisting backward, like the most horrifying roller coaster
about then i opened my eyes

i wonder if gravity gave way to me in my almost dream

or if i rode it out like a wave

i dont think i shall ever know.

also my stomach for the last few days has been really sore. kinda like acid is burning up my intestines..

do i have a stomach ulcer?

all pulled up or all pulled down im not sure

lets put this thing to use.

i have

been reading random blogs. oddly inspired to write. though many blogs i find are complaining. or depressing. the writing is still good.
thus

i want to write

i put film in one of my lomos. i am excited to use it.

i bought undies in america. sizing is different here.

now i have undies that reach up past my belly button

i dont care. they are still comfy.

i will put mere things on here i think