how about maybe

i think that

tears are really

just your heart

trying to escape

out your eyes

i fell like i have worked hard today

finally its the end of the day and i can stop

i would like to reward myself with a cold beer

but then i realize.

this work doesnt pay.






well i hope i dont sound too ungrateful
....

father

i stumbled across this on facebook this morning. its a wee gem. my pa is the one in the middle.

he makes me proud

extreme note passing

There is absolutely no point in sitting down to write a book unless you feel that you must write that book, or else go mad, or die -Robertson Davies

today i think i would rather go to Europe, or New York, or even just a movie theater. Or even just somewhere where i dont have to face this Publication, these...issues. this pulling apart.

it goes even further. i dont want to have to face setting down my ideas. coming to a conclusion. coming to a middle ground. i dont want to have to think think think

but alas i must

get over myself.

today is a blue day

all things

are blue blue blue blue blue

"you know"

"no"

"when your super skinny friend wears your top, its just makes you feel shit"

"oh. no"

"oh thats right. you are skinny too"

some people i know

are hippies

some people i know

are rockstars

some people i know

are queens of drama

some people i know

are forgiving

and if i were i pineapple

i would cut myself into pieces

and give them all

my best parts

sometimes i like laying in the bed of a truck
and watching
the sky
go
go
go
trees
lines
lights
clouds

and the rest will follow

when i can be bothered ending

Edward Estlin Cummings

Humanity i love you
because you would rather black the boots of
success than enquire whose soul dangles from his
watch-chain which would be embarrassing for both

parties and because you
unflinchingly applaud all
songs containing the words country home and
mother when sung at the old howard

Humanity i love you because
when you're hard up you pawn your
intelligence to buy a drink and when
you're flush pride keeps

you from the pawn shops and
because you are continually committing
nuisances but more
especially in your own house

Humanity i love you because you
are perpetually putting the secret of
life in your pants and forgetting
it's there and sitting down

on it
and because you are
forever making poems

in the lap
of death Humanity

i hate you

A white guy in cornrows is basically saying to you, 'Hey, I don't know the difference between right and wrong.'

m.m

kid i think you got it bad

its official. i have become utterly

overwhelming

humiliatingly

socially retarded.



i came home from the 'Halloween party' got on skype with parents. almost weeped. who knows why. maybe it was myself grieving the fact that my friend making days are over.

or that my body is shutting down

which ever

remember

i before e except after c!